With love,

please stay, with me ;)

Großvatti

I'm not supposed to bring up this subject again, but I guess I just want to have an outlet and I just don't want to end up crying before I go to sleep. Again.

My grandpa passed away Jan 11th, and it has been such a bummer for us. Grandma, mom, and everyone else especially me because we were really really close. He had been hospitalized for a month and went home, and returned to hospital again for couple of weeks since November.

In one point, I was relieved that 't he wouldn't have to feel the pain from the injections and dialysis and the eating disorder or the blood transfusion. But on the other side, I miss him badly. He was like a dad to me, with him pondering his beard, or driving me home after school when I was in elementary. His jokes and his belly bouncing every time he laughs. And how he used to tell me how he would look on my wedding day.

It has been 15 days now, and I already miss him.

It's been dull, and I know this sounds pretty cliche, but every little thing that I do reminds me of him. It's like something's just not in its right place. It's been dull.

Because we pretty much like doing the same stuff and we're just THAT compatible to each other.

I miss you, and I love you.

Forever & Always

-R

In the top of my game

Despite the excessive amount of homeworks that the teachers have given to me, I feel like I'm in the top of my game. I'm just saying that I think everything feels really good right now, and comfortable.

I have really good friends, I just had a week full of meeting my big family, my boyfriend and I are in the best condition we could possibly be, I get the amount of coffee I needed, so yeah I think everything's in their good shape.

Thank God.

Yay homework

It's gonna be such a really wonderful and fun holiday :)

Bringing back the procrastination, wait it never left.

Bruno Mars' Lazy Song is playing in the background

Happy Birthday Ashley!

To Ashley Thalia Teshalonica Siagian

happy birthday bestfriend!

i hope you have the most wonderful and dreamy and princessy and hollywood's a-listery birthday!

thanks for putting up with me and walking through this fckery with me :)

im looking for so many years of friendship

(i really don't know how our odd friendship started but i never want this to end <3)

thanks for coming to my life,

I love you!

SMA

This is a post about my high school.

It's almost two hella months now. So I'll give you the sequences of the events that I've been through in the past two months. I got accepted and then I had to do the orientation program (means doing whatever the seniors wanted & told us to do, which sometimes, nonsense or tiring).

Stayed up at my friend's house for doing the tasks, and then got scolded because we did it the wrong way. Basically I had no free time, I had lack of sleep, I was very busy that I kept arguing with Lorenzo.

And then it all turned out really good, it was such a happy beginning in a new school. Though for some things, me and my friends have to sort them out. It's all good now. I have such nice, family-like classmates (we watched Harry Potter 7.2 together) and schoolmates. Also, such welcoming seniors :)

I also got accepted for being a committee in an event (I'll post the poster) with some of my friends and some of the seniors. So far, it's been really nice and I can feel the warm welcome. I really can't wait for the d-day because, i don't know i just can't wait!

Had so much fun at the independence day :) i can really feel the family-like atmosphere surrounding this school.

After all, the 'adaptation' thingy had made such progress. Now it's about my study that I need to keep up. i hope that i can really keep up with my friends, because they've raised the bar. so i guess that's all now. it's 23:53 and Ashley;s birthday is in 7 minutes!

dream+live+believe

Drei

R: So my favorite things, 1. colors; 2. drums; 3. birthday cakes; 4. ray-ban wayfarers and converse; 5. starbucks.

L: My turn. 1. Cars; 2. Music; 3. Girls (lol!); 4. Friends TV Show; 5. Games and Sports :)

R: What number would I be in?

L: Um.. 0?

R: <3

summer playlist

"tunes in my iPod that will keep your summer hot and bright; no sad mushy song. hit the beach, get hella nice tan, flirt with every guy in sight, party it up, let loose, live in your bikinis. have a happy summer everyone"

Will.I.Am-I Got It From My Mama

Mika-Lollipop

The Pussycat Dolls-Beep

Katy Perry-California Gurls

Lady Gaga-Summerboy

All American Rejects-Gives You Hell

The Rembrandts-I'll Be There For You

Timbaland ft Katy Perry-If We Ever Meet Again

New Found Glory-Kiss Me

Natasha Bedingfield-Pocket Full Of Sunshine

Akon-Don't Matter

New Kids On The Block-Summertime

Paloma Faith-Technicolor

Gwen Stefani ft Akon-The Sweet Escape

The Pussycat Dolls ft Timbaland-Wait A Minute